life [20 Sep 2006|03:15am] life is crazy up and downs highs and lows i've been having way to many realizations latley good and bad college life isn't any different then the life i have always lived the only difference is i don't see anyone i normally see music right now sucks..i'm doing anything with it love right now is great i love how i still write in here ha its now 330 in the morning and i'm bored and can't sleep just sitting at my comp. i can't help but miss u at these hours. i'm thinking about buying a new guitar:O) well life is all good i hope everyone in lj world whom i don't talk very much is doing fine....hilary u need to come over...andy if u read this..we need to jam...emily starting line girl...we need to see the starting line soon....marcia and hilary happy b day soon...jake man keep those bible verses comin:O)..brittany i hope all is well with the b/f...and hope to maybe see u soon:O)... bye bye! <3nate 1 comment|!?!?!?.

i'm on tour with notes/north [30 May 2006|09:54am] ok so right now i'm in lass cruces new mexico..today were going to alberqueruque .....phoenix ruled...flagstaff waas ok....yesterday was ok... i bought a nintendo ds...they rule..i have no money left on tour ...ha suck..but it was worth getting a nintendo ds.....me and matt message secretly..... tour has been a blast. i need money..someone send me some money i can't wait to go to colorado..and washington !?!?!?.

god [13 Apr 2006|12:30am] please help me i'm so fucked up right now..i don't even know what to do tonight i lost all chances of n e thing only hope now is..... to move on uhg..i'm in such a denial 1 comment|!?!?!?.

relationships [09 Apr 2006|09:50pm] [ mood | confused ] people say time heals but i believe time kills thankfully some of my closets friends are going through the same thing right now we have only eachother i've never felt this bad in my entire life when people talk about u i hate it i refer to u as my ex...my first love people tell me theres more fish in the sea i could care less what other people think..or what they want to tell me about my life i know what i want out of life. i want her...i love her i'm trying to be happy without her..but its painful 5 comments|!?!?!?.

3 years [05 Mar 2006|10:06pm] [ mood | awake ] This is my first entry in a long time i'm not sure why i'm all of a sudden writing in here but i'm sure its for a good reason. i've just come to the realization of how much i have changed in the past 2 -3 years. with all the different jobs i've had, high school, the friends that come in and out of my life, and most of the relationships i've lost and gained. i feel that i've grown a lot. i may not be a mature adult yet but i love what i have become. i feel like i'm a good person. i think the reason im writing in this is because i lost a relationship not to long ago and everyday i hope that maybe it'll come back. it hurts me more and more to know that everyday u grow further away from me. what hurts more is i wonder if it is my fault. i really wish i still had this closeness with u to where i could come to u for love and comfort. things just aren't the same anymore but i have learned from this..so thank you..and yes i do miss u..and yes do call me please. enough mushy crap i haven't played music in about 2 or 3 weeks now and it sucks...today i did for a little while and it felt damn good. thanks andy. well one more week of school until spring break. so while everyone else is off getting wasted where ever...i'll be here in tucson catching up with my boys. maybe a road trip something a little spontaneous. so anyone out there in livejournal world wanna hangout with me...give me a call...i'm down for anything. life right now couldn't get any better.good grades.good job.good friends.and amazing girlfriend. ps i might be driving to phoenix to see minus the bear with appleseedcast if anyone in livejournal world wants to come? <3nateg 4 comments|!?!?!?.

my life [24 Jan 2006|10:37pm] [ mood | amused ] my life at this moment is this i'm single... and i'm about to leave to phoenix with 12 or more girls lucky me 2 comments|!?!?!?.

dudes night out [08 Aug 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | exhausted ] o man..dudes night out last night was bomb thanks to the chaviras and pogo live is good right now...but i'm missing sara...she gets back wednesday thank goodness i've been so busy latley and i love it thank goodness i'm making a lot of money and it rules i'm tired and i'm now 18 <3nate g 3 comments|!?!?!?.

yikes! [20 Jul 2005|09:28pm] [ mood | relaxed ] i'm almost 18... 1 comment|!?!?!?.

[08 Jul 2005|11:22am] come! after this me and sara are leaving for cali ahh i can't wait <3nateg 1 comment|!?!?!?.

we bring the bees...u bring the bitches [26 Jun 2005|10:17pm] [ mood | recumbent ] the show last night as blast..i love this new sound were getting..and we just made another song...i just wish my gurl could've been there...well it's summer now...and so far..it's ruled...ah...i miss sara so much right now..i cant stand being away from her for more then a day...or i sit here and whine about all day and night...ha...well...she gets back wednesday...but until then..blah....also i have a dance performance this weekend..everyone should come and watch it!!!......recital time so it's gonna be a busy week.!...ah man i love this feeling of knowing its summer and i dont have to do school crap for a longgg time...score....<3nateg 1 comment|!?!?!?.

[16 Jun 2005|09:38pm] [ mood | blah ] i'm not even a senior..and i'm sad about this year being over...uhgggggg star wars was excellent i think...sad though <3nateg !?!?!?.

farewell and goodluck [15 Jun 2005|10:28pm] [ mood | exhausted ] tomorrow a lot of my buddies last days of highschool...sad..but i'm proud of them...tomorrow i'm going to see star wars too...score <3nateg !?!?!?.

[13 Jun 2005|05:27pm] [ mood | crazy ] me and sara are going to cali together the second weeked in june for a week....ya!.. my room where all my band shit is..is empty right now..it fucking sucks. school is almost out eatza pizza next week one more time hopefully with some seniors as one last farewell only taking two finals..niceeee o ya me and sara are going to cali for a week! <3nateg 1 comment|!?!?!?.

score man [18 May 2005|06:53pm] first off hapi b day d poc....i got ur 180 buckaroos second i won the election for senior class pres.....so now as of today...i'm senior class got to chill with b gurl last night..it was fun thanks andy and adrian for saving my ass last night i got dropped from my performing group i dance with..because i didnt go last night...i'm pissed but whatever...it's the last time i dance at this place. todays been good :o) andy i have ur money too <3nateg 2 comments|!?!?!?.

:O) [16 May 2005|12:06am] the past 4 months have been great. it's been fantastic. i'm quiting my job..so i'll be moneyless for the next 2 months. it sucks ....uhmm...i'm going to have to find 2 jobs this summer...i plan on saving money and doing something important with it. i don't know yet what i'm going to do..but it'll be good. i organized my room tonight and rearranged my second room. i think it gives us more room to play in...and it looks better..been chillin with d poc a lot...every weekend for like the past 2 months..him gilbet or andrew spend the night...i love it....prom is in like a week or 2 weeks..i'm going to phoenix sunday...last weekend was brits b day...hapi b day gurl and good luck on getting the license..i also heard when anna jackson will be coming back...:o)...the day before my birthday.....so that'll be good. i'm running for senior class pres..and elections are this week...i'm scared..if i win...i'm going to have to work a lot next year....if i lose....brittany is going to rub it in my face...i need to win...i love sara...a lot...i love life <3nateg 3 comments|!?!?!?.

uhgg [10 Apr 2005|11:32pm] [ mood | crazy ] i'm the biggest jackass boyfriend ever 4 comments|!?!?!?.

[07 Apr 2005|09:48pm] [ mood | excited ] everyone come see WE BRING THE BEES TOMORROW me,dakota,adam, and gilbeert thanks to everyone else who is a bad fucking flake as me 3 comments|!?!?!?.

[25 Jan 2005|09:29pm] [ mood | calm ] i got a new car i passed aims i have the best friends and i have the best gurl in the world what else could i ask for? <3nateg 12 comments|!?!?!?.

! [31 Dec 2004|11:31am] [ mood | calm ] this year was good...2005 will be better my parents found out i've been smoking it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be all they said was...they didn't want it to be a problem..i was shocked big time..no grounded or anything new years resolutions for me are.. live smart keep in touch with my best friend live crazi get a 3.0 4 comments|!?!?!?.

:o0 [24 Dec 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | contemplative ] i miss sara so much ... 9 days till she comes home i got a babi weenie dog today for x mas! hollie put those pictures up....or email me them 5 comments|!?!?!?.

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